Tuesday, December 27, 2011

Thinking....

I have lost so much, I'm not sad though, not even a little....I feel that something different has entered me and I can hardly even see that old person that I use to be....Do I question "Where did she Go?" I do because the choatic person is pretty much gone, do I miss her..sad to say I do. Only because that's all I have known in 30 some years. I smile more alot more...this is still strange to me and I find myself trying to ruin my happiness..that's all I know..I feel that I'm so wierd but yet I will not change it, not even for a moment. everything is fressh and new to me! I love my new sights and smells....

Love you

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