Thursday, December 29, 2011

picture posts

 Here is John one of my best-est friends! this kid makes me laugh... I absolutely love him he makes me laugh! wait I've said that about him
 simple me....that's when I love me the most♥
 when I grow up I want to be her
 the boy
 santa and whiskey
Pool shark right here

Tuesday, December 27, 2011


I have lost so much, I'm not sad though, not even a little....I feel that something different has entered me and I can hardly even see that old person that I use to be....Do I question "Where did she Go?" I do because the choatic person is pretty much gone, do I miss her..sad to say I do. Only because that's all I have known in 30 some years. I smile more alot more...this is still strange to me and I find myself trying to ruin my happiness..that's all I know..I feel that I'm so wierd but yet I will not change it, not even for a moment. everything is fressh and new to me! I love my new sights and smells....

Love you

Thursday, December 8, 2011

I have come along way

This is such a beautiful video, I really want you all to watch this and truly listen to the message that it has. So much has changed.. I look at myself in the mirror and I see nothing that once was there. A good thing yes..though I miss myself.... I have issues of feeling that nothing is going for me because I do not have the drama in my life anymore.. I have this new self image and self love, that I love so much but I'm still not use to it.. another chapter in my life, is starting and I am Self-defeating myself , I am working hard on changing this.

I am going to write once a week and copy everything I write and want to share that I have in my journals

love,peace, light