About a week ago I was called shallow....I was actually called shallow by someone who I thought was a friend of mine. WHY????....... because I was hanging out with a coworker who, wants something more then just friendship. " My Friend" set up a bet that I'm going to end up breaking his heart.....I find this cruel and really unjust.
I ended up taking the trash out and kicking her to the curb, she thought this whole bet thing was funny. I can still hear her laughing as she is telling me. So now a week later I find myself in a strange situation .... My coworker that I've been hanging out with,is actually a pretty amazing,sweet, guy!!!! that makes me very happy! What's the problem then? I'm afaird that, her words calling me shallow, i'm using that to prove to myself that it's not the truth.
I've talked to him about it, because we sit up at all hours laughing and talking ....he told me that he completely understands and this is a battle I have to fight on my own...did I tell you he's 13 years younger then me...groan..another issue I have... I look very young but I'm not sure if this is something I can deal with...
On another note I've been reading the book The Secret..I find it amazing! and actually a great read...70's today planning on being outside and maybe getting some wonderful amazing sunlight on my pale skin!!! Love ya folks