Friday, November 5, 2010

A letter to my 16 self

I got this wonderful idea from a blog that I read Sometimes Sweet! She is amazing writer, I can only hope that one day I will be as good as she....

Dear 16 self,

You were always alone, and you dealt with your pain by yourself. Things will always get better. You hated your mother but in the end you will see that she did it out of love and she wanted to give you the strength to do things on your own. In the future your mother will tell you that she was wrong and that she was sorry for being so hard on you. She loves you!♥ My 16 self never had good friends and I hated living in PA. My NYC friends always had a blast and they told me that they loved and missed me. You did good in always remembering that now. I'm the only one left in my NYC friends.(I should clarify that I never had good friends in PA) You will learn that you should make due with what is handed to you and not wish for more, I dwelled so much on my misery I missed out on meeting the good people in this area. 16 self hated children, but now my children are my life and I would not have it any other way! 16 self you still put everyone before yourself and I hope soon that will stop, you will find love though he will walk away from you and hurt you, you know that it had to happen. Your sister will still be Jealous of you and try to destroy you but she will be their for your children almost like a second mother...Your strength will be inspirational to so many and you will hear about this daily. You will laugh even when you want to cry, and you will be goofy when you want to scream at the world... You will always have that understanding that people always told you that you had. An old soul is what they said.
Love yourself you are worth it

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