Thursday, November 25, 2010
He won't let anyone near that toy he does this little growl that is not even scary at all lol he's so cute!♥
Friday, November 19, 2010
So it's Friday!!! that means to me it's the last day off before I have to go back to work. I've been hitting it old school and got out the old playstation 2 and have been playing some old RPG's like final fantasy and such, trying to get a perfect score on these games!! exciting I know!!!
check it out doing that silly face that I do...
I'm a sucker in taking in people's unwanted cats, my goal I believe is to be the Cat lady and to be single the rest of my life..lol no that's a joke...
I took in my friends Kitten which I showed a pic before on here,he's a bangle and I have to say he is sooooooooo bad
His name is Ceeno! he has ripped the drywall off my walls, flicked off all the keys off my keyboard, showered with me... ate and stole my food off the stove!!! but you know he's the cutest little thing ever!
I woke up with a running nose and a stuffy head : ( I hope it's not going to last because I feel that I've gotten every kinda sickness you can think of and for real I'm done with it! so over it!
I hope soon I get internet so much,do i feel like i'm missing...
Thursday, November 18, 2010
So I got my owl tattoo and I love it!!! I think it turned out so nice,and he did such a great job on it. I've been getting alot of compliments on it as well.
This past week I have been doing alot of soul searching and reading some amazing books about how positive thinking can change your whole life around! I know now from experience that this really does work and I cut out the bad stuff from my thoughts and Keep thinking of postive things that I want to happen in my life!!! ♥
I've been hanging out with some great friends,and slowly weeding out the one's that really are not that good for me! I affirm and tell myself that I love me threw out the day! and every day I get stronger and healthy as well!!!
I've been reading a lot of books from Louise L Hay, who is really a wonderful writer and she helps you stay positive and gives you simple tools to do so!! so please read her books!
Thankful Thursday :
1.My girls I love them and they bring me joy every day
2. My friends they make me see things that I might now see about myself
3. My family they help me and deal with me being sick
4. Waking up!! being sick I stay positive and every morning I awake feeling blessed that I'm still.
what are you thankful for
Friday, November 12, 2010
This month I'm going to be working on bettering me...Letting these stressful 8 months pass me by. Letting go of losing many people that I thought were my friends. Dealing with being yelled at and bullied Just because One Man has chosen to not be adult and take he's responsiablity in life .... it does it matter why my life has been upside down..all I know is that I'm not going to stand around and let them tear me down!
November Goals :
1. loving me
2.Having a clean house
3. being that happy person that I know I am
It should be, I'm slowly getting rid of those friends that just kept not treating me right. I have so much to offer as a friend.
Any of you folks have goals for november ? I would like to hear them
Butterfly is like happiness.The more you chase it the more it denies you.
I love this Quote!
Getting use to not having internet! I use to be so addicted to Facebook and other websites
hope all is good
Friday, November 5, 2010
Dear 16 self,
You were always alone, and you dealt with your pain by yourself. Things will always get better. You hated your mother but in the end you will see that she did it out of love and she wanted to give you the strength to do things on your own. In the future your mother will tell you that she was wrong and that she was sorry for being so hard on you. She loves you!♥ My 16 self never had good friends and I hated living in PA. My NYC friends always had a blast and they told me that they loved and missed me. You did good in always remembering that now. I'm the only one left in my NYC friends.(I should clarify that I never had good friends in PA) You will learn that you should make due with what is handed to you and not wish for more, I dwelled so much on my misery I missed out on meeting the good people in this area. 16 self hated children, but now my children are my life and I would not have it any other way! 16 self you still put everyone before yourself and I hope soon that will stop, you will find love though he will walk away from you and hurt you, you know that it had to happen. Your sister will still be Jealous of you and try to destroy you but she will be their for your children almost like a second mother...Your strength will be inspirational to so many and you will hear about this daily. You will laugh even when you want to cry, and you will be goofy when you want to scream at the world... You will always have that understanding that people always told you that you had. An old soul is what they said.
Love yourself you are worth it
Thursday, November 4, 2010
I finally got my heat turn on...After begging my landlord and pleading to him he turned it on. Economy has been hard on everyone. This is why I'm gratefull for having a job, and getting a paycheck every single week. I am very grateful for this.
What are you grateful for?
I've been dealing with a lot of negativaty from people. I know that deep down it's their own problems with themselves but I don't see why peeps have to put me down to make them look better. Work on you how about that. I'm going to keep smiling and just show how strong I really am. Wish me luck on that lol..
Tomorow i"m going to go have sushi with a friend who is so dear to me he's like a uncle, I've secluded myself for the past two weeks and now it's time to get out their and enjoy my life again. I think that sounds amazing and wonderful.
This week I've been working on staying positive and not getting sucked into the gossip that's been going around I'm better then that I think lol no I know...