Thursday, May 14, 2009

Wed May,13, 2009,

The one thing that I fucking hate.. or the one saying that I hate to hear. is this

"He is way to young,"

or anything about that, anything that gives an excuse to someone's asshole personality . No Age has nothing to do with the fact that he is just a cock sleave.

I'm what you call a Puma.... I like younger men though I"m not as of yet cougar material. So Puma. I go for men that are 22-25 years of age. I don't know , I think it might have to do with the fact that I look young myself. Oh I have dated men my age and older. It didn't work out for one reason or another,

So when things don't work out with the young men, my best friend always tells me that "oh he's too young that's why" ummmm no that has nothing to do with it. It's the person that you are,

I have tons of young Male friends , some of them are like little brothers to me, and they would never treat women like some of these asshole's that I pick to be with . But Okay I know that maybe it's my fault for picking these assholes. But everything goes well everything is perfect. They even share their most horrible secrets with me things that no one else knows. Then it's like a light switch turns on in their brain. And the whole disrespect thing happens , I always give them the benifit of the doubt. Then the disrespecting gets worse. Except if they need someone to talk to, or another male is giving me too much attention. They openly flirt with girls that arn't even that cute, and laugh really annoyingly ..... Fuck... I hate having a big heart, and then the times that he's normal and nice it makes up for all hiss assholeness !!!!!!!

I don't know what to do I"m very confused ,

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